Had a problem with an incident from this morning clinging to me like a limpet until the obsession half drove me mad.  Impossible to concentrate on my work.  It submerged as soon as it occurred and lurked there all through the day until I was finally alone and setting down to work.  I lost a [...]

Still haven’t written a damned word.  Can’t fight off the ennui and apathy smothering me.  Just keep seeing the pavement streaking up to peel open my head.  I don’t have a single idea, not one, your object-oriented story can go to hell.  I’m giving all I’ve got just to remember why I’m staying alive.  Can’t [...]